Gaming stalemate

Well people, guess what? I’m in an uncertain situation. Hmm… It is indeed rare for me to express my feeling directly in blog post. Only in certain occasion I did so on my facebook wall. I don’t know why I’m doing this. I’m really unsure why. This is indeed against my style as I prefer to stay recluse as possible. Hmm… I’m really feeling uncertain now and I need to express this. I think for the first time ever at this moment I’m starting to feel bored of playing games which already became my staple hobby ever since I was a kid. I don’t know why this happens. Perhaps I’m too much of gaming for quite a long period of time. This is weird. Indeed. So far as I could remember, I seldom feel bored of facing my lappy messing with my top list FPS or my favourite RTS. That feeling just comes out from nowhere, abruptly, suddenly without me even ready yet to embrace it. Why? Why suddenly I become like this? I can be considered as a hardcore gamer among my gaming friends as I have a huge collection of games ever until to the extent that they even borrow my games. Indeed, I ‘m the only games lender@ supplier among my community. Suddenly, I’m started to feel bored with gaming. How weird that feeling is…. Hah! That is a ‘stalemate’ situation. Yes, stalemate. I prefer that term. That just sounds fit with my condition right now. Gaming stalemate. That’s my preferred phrase to portray my sudden boredom toward gaming. I know that stalemate term isn’t really suitable to be used but hey, I often got inspiration from military culture. The first time I ever heard of that term is when reading about the history of World War 1. Stalemate is used to describe the dull and not so progressive situation of that bloody war as it was one of the major wars that saw huge casualties due to so the, what I considered as ‘stupid’ and ‘dumb’ tactics.



"Stupid" tactic employed during WW1: Trench Warfare. Bloody stalemate ever...

Enough with that history lesson. Many of you might disagree with my preference of that term but hey, it’s my choice. No question about it! Hahaha.. Just kidding. I think that term suits well with my situation. I’m rather sure though I feel bored of gaming now but it will remain as my prime interest for the rest of my life. That’s for sure. Deep in my heart, I do still love playing games. I’m just too much of it. Plus, this year less interesting games will be released. That’s the main factor why I’m feeling bored. I already played almost all my favourite games so far including the new Medal of Honor and Call of Duty Back Ops. Now, I’m feeling stuck of what games to play. Somehow I no longer can bear to play same games again which before this I could. Hmm…. I need to rest. Yes, resting from playing games. Not retire entirely but to reduce it even lesser than before. Still , if I’m just bored of nothing to do, surely I will play games to pass the time. Well, gaming is like part of me. I can’t really throw it away from my life. It isn’t a bad thing. So why need to trash it? I’m not affected by it negatively so far.


Gaming still remain my interest forever...

Hmmm….. Hah! Enough with all that. I think already expressed so much about myself. Time to stop. --The end- Back to my blogging development, I’m still working on the history of firearms. My progress now is rather slow but I still put an effort on it. Insya-ALLAH, it will be done when it is. Life is just full of the unexpected. Remember that. Till the next time, see you all again comrades! May ALLAH bless all of you! Amen..